okay the girl ive liked (for almost 2 years now) is goin out with someone else. before about 5 months ago i dont think she ever seen me as a frind but then we jsut really hit it off bout a month after that she started goin out this this guy and ive been patiently waiting for them to break up (they did once but i wasnt there and they got back together before i even knew they broke up..IN 30 MIN SHE BROKE UP WITH HIM AND GOT BACK WITH HIM HOW UNLUCKY AM I AND HE CHEATED ON HER FOR GODS SAKE HES CHEATED 3 DIFF TIMES ON HER AND SHE STILL GOES BACK WTF, i shoulda been there when they broke up) what do i do keep watin and destroy other opportunities in the process? about a month ago when they still hadnt broke up i started trien to get over her likin one girl for 2 years an turning down all the other girls in hopes the the girl i like would break up with him an go out with me... i cant get over her shes in almost all my classes i tried ignoring her her i only got to 3rd hour before i couldnt resist any longer and had to talk to her, the thing is sometimes shell talk about other guys (HER BF) and it ticks me off, but she is talkin to me WHAT DOES THIS MEAN. i tihnk she likes me but likes her bf more cuz she always talks to me then her frind marissa startin callin me her buddy everytime i saw her then the girl i liek started callin me her buddy now theyre like HES MY BUDDY (it rocks lol) and we always takes pictures together, i even saw a pic of me on her camera i didnt even kno she took. she invites me to her house adn we were gonna go out t the movies but her bf showed up she was gonna leave anyways but her mom said no so does she like me? im crazy bout this girl i go to bed thinkin bout her and if i kno she wont be at school the next day i wont even go cuz i dont see any point of going. I ENJOY GOING TO SCHOOL NOW JSUT TO SEE HER. i thot i had no chance and me liking her so much couldnt be healthy so i was gonna change my classes but i couldnt do it id miss her too much, i would even go as far as sayin i love her, then again im 14 and emotions can screw u up...WHAT DO I DO wait for her to break up with her bf or give up and change classes???...im alredy frinds with some of her frinds so mayb i can get more..liked by them i gues so theyll talk about me around her and get her to like me more....but then again i had heard a bunch of ehr frinds were tryin to get her to break up with her bf but she just said "idc wat they im stayin wit him" so mayb that wont work....WHAT DO I DO????
srry just glancing up i can see my spelling was incredibly bad
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OOOO i have her best frind Marissa (from before) on my MSN and we talk alot should i ask her wat i should do???
[ Edited Fri Mar 14 2008, 07:30PM ]
I became insane over long intervals of horrible sanity. -Edgar Allan Poe
People say I suffer from insanity but,I\\\'ve never suffered from insanity, I enjoy every moment of it. -Edgar Allan Poe
\\\"The only philosophical question that matters is whether or not to kill yourself. I guess that makes me a philosopher.\\\" -Topsy Kretts
\\\"I am Jack\\\'s smirking revenge.I am Jack\\\'s cold sweat.I am Jack\\\'s raging bile duct. I am Jack\\\'s colon. I get cancer, I kill Jack. I am Jack\\\'s complete lack of surprise. I am Jack\\\'s wasted life. I am Jack\\\'s inflamed sense of rejection. I am Jack\\\'s broken heart.
sounds like she just wants u as a friend,need to hang on to school ends,keep trying aviod her or may use crush to her own advantages.trust me i know the same happened,took me 5 years to get over my first/only crush
Leave her alone,she's obviously not going to leave that fellow no matter how bad he treats her. A lot of girl tends to be like that, same for males of course. Just seems like a horrible trend on their part.
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1st its most important to be good friends with her best friend-girls best friend has gr8 influence Rest i couldnt read...It looks like u typed random words... Please tell me the answer is fate unchangeable? Even at his most powerless, man`s existence is never without meaning. -Suikoden Dont mind me. If you have got no business, dont come approach me. Please. -Ted,Suikoden IV A sword not in use should be sheated. Otherwise, the blade will rust and dull. -Zegai,Suikoden V I am like a shadow of a night silent and deadly. -Slade,Shining Force II Statement:I have no idea,master.Cheating seems to be relevant term only when one is cought in act.Otherwise it is viewed as intelligence,no? -HK-47,Star Wars Knights Of The Old Repubic
credits 4 the pic go to hellsfire.thx once again mate!
lol yeah sorry, i have never gotten like that with anything before, normally i am pretty calm. amazingly i would still go so far as to say i love her but, shes still going out with that guy Eleazar (even though hes cheated on her 3 times already and theres some strong evidence hes cheating on her even now... i have been noticing little things though that suggests she likes me.like just today she was going to her seat in class (she sits next to me) and she walked behind me and she put her hand on my shou8lder and lightly slid it across to my neck. also we went to another room because another teachers class (my teacher and her are friends) had made presentations on WWII and the Holocaust and we were going to grade them ourselves, anyways she was in another group from me but i saw her staring at me from across the room. also about 3 weeks ago our teacher was behind us getting something from her cabinet (we sit the corner) and she...i don't know what she was doing but somehow the teacher thought she was trying to feel her up (my teachers not your everyday teacher shes a lot more loose and blunt, not a pro..but shes cool) i told her not to feel up the teacher (in a joking way) and she just smiled and said "are you the teacher" and started feeling my arm and with her other hand started reaching towards my...lap lol. but me being an idiot again (even though she has a boyfriend that cheats on her all the time it wouldn't feel right, immoral i suppose) i backed away and said no that creepy (in a joking way) and she just smiled and went back to her work. also it was some class mates birthdays (twins) and they were passing out cupcakes (which was weird because i haven't done that since 3rd grade and it just seems a little childish but whatever) and i said she could have mine (not exactly a sweets fan so i always give me candy and stuff to her) while she as eating her cupcake she got some frosting on her lip so i told her she licked it off but she still had some and i told her and she leaned in close and wanted me to lick it off (i don't know if it was jokingly but i liked it lol)and again i backed away and said no thats wrong (because of her damn boyfriend..i hate that guy). whenever shes looking sad or mad or something ill always ask her whats wrong and she just started telling me everything, and then when shes happy shes tells me everything too which on 1 occasion was not at all what i wanted to hear, she had had sex with her cheating stupid fucking boyfriend grrrr, she didnt go into to details but she said they had sex then the very next day some people were talking about him cheating on her...i hate that guy. oh yeah and about a week ago she asked me to look at her, so i looked her in the eyes and she just stared back into my eyes for about 15 sec then she just looked away and put her head down. and i still cant get over that day i went to her locker with her and she said she wanted to tell me something but couldn't and me begin a fucking idiot ignored it, then 2 seconds later after identifying my absolute stupidity i refused to hold her hand in my stupidity...thinking of that day makes me want to slit my wrist. damn ive gone on a rant again...anyways what do you think now
and ronny42 (wow i jsut remembered what you posted and i remembered your name and what you posted word for word i haven't read it since the day you posted it lol) i have tried to get over her for a looong time (about 2 years now) shes just so damn cute though, shes addictive
[ Edited Wed Apr 30 2008, 04:30PM ]
I became insane over long intervals of horrible sanity. -Edgar Allan Poe
People say I suffer from insanity but,I\\\'ve never suffered from insanity, I enjoy every moment of it. -Edgar Allan Poe
\\\"The only philosophical question that matters is whether or not to kill yourself. I guess that makes me a philosopher.\\\" -Topsy Kretts
\\\"I am Jack\\\'s smirking revenge.I am Jack\\\'s cold sweat.I am Jack\\\'s raging bile duct. I am Jack\\\'s colon. I get cancer, I kill Jack. I am Jack\\\'s complete lack of surprise. I am Jack\\\'s wasted life. I am Jack\\\'s inflamed sense of rejection. I am Jack\\\'s broken heart.
Nox, for a 14-year-old you're quite the intellectual and I would assume that the feelings you have aren't screwing you up - I think you might really love this girl. Take it from me - she isn't worth it ! Don't find this offensive, but often your feelings MIGHT turn into obsessions so just watch out for that...(excuse this line for sounding like an oxymoron)
I've been in your position three times and all I can say is that even though the girl seems to be the one for you she isn't worth it ! I'm not sure what's her age but since she's in your class I would assume she is 14 or 15 as well. I don't want to sound like a zealous preacher reminding you to value morals, but I don't think a girl of her age should be having sex at all. A 'bad girl' might turn you on - I know several guys enjoy a girl playing hard to get or being sexually active or just being different from the norm of devout girls clinging to values - I'm not saying liking those girls are wrong, because as a 16-year-old I myself get turned on by those kind of girls. Honestly - you're better than her. If she's playing hard to get she's being an idiot going back to Eleazar - I mean seriously - he cheated ! The female psyche is something us males will never understand ! I suggest you try to either confront her with your feelings - it will be tough, but believe me if she feels the same the risk will be worth it - or do nothing about it and try to find another girl who would love you unconditionally.
Sorry for sounding like Dr. What's-his-name, but I hope my reply helped...
Man dont type every single event with her here...although i know how much it means to u...I was like that 2 months ago lol believe me it WILL pass!IT WILL!Two months ago i wanted to commit suicide,to kill ever1 who touched her and so on...The only difference between your and my problem is-that i am bigger idiot than u...In my case she actually asked ME to be with her 2 or 3 times(i used to like her that time too)...But i am an idiot... By the way i thought i am the youngest active member here-i am 14(almost 15)too
Oh yeah in my case teacher is my friend
Another thing-i am sry if something is spelled wrong or grammar isnt good-i am drunk When i think again i am almost always drunk...
[ Edited Thu May 01 2008, 12:54PM ] Please tell me the answer is fate unchangeable? Even at his most powerless, man`s existence is never without meaning. -Suikoden Dont mind me. If you have got no business, dont come approach me. Please. -Ted,Suikoden IV A sword not in use should be sheated. Otherwise, the blade will rust and dull. -Zegai,Suikoden V I am like a shadow of a night silent and deadly. -Slade,Shining Force II Statement:I have no idea,master.Cheating seems to be relevant term only when one is cought in act.Otherwise it is viewed as intelligence,no? -HK-47,Star Wars Knights Of The Old Repubic
credits 4 the pic go to hellsfire.thx once again mate!
i havent posted everything...but i can lol. i suppose i should add that im Numero 5 on her top friends on myspace (proud of my position ) and she has my pic on her myspace and she talks about me too
[ image disabled ] ^a pic of her, hot huh?^
[ image disabled ] ^Another cute pic of her, my fav^
[ image disabled ] haha alex!! hes like the calmest n nicest guy i have ever met lol...well other than eleazar=] but yeah anyways.. hes always there for mi no joke i mean always!! he helps me with everything!! hes someone i can ask do i look bad today n know i can trust him on his answer!! lol hes my only friend who ever tld mi that my mom looks like my sister... jaja hmm he musta been checkin her out.. lol its alright tho alex my mom is pretty=] anyways....hes muh buddie 4 life lol yeah n i love him ...in that buddy kinda way=]
^what she said bout me on myspace^
EDIT ...how cool would it be if she got on this site and reads the forums...unlikely
[ Edited Thu May 01 2008, 03:43PM ]
I became insane over long intervals of horrible sanity. -Edgar Allan Poe
People say I suffer from insanity but,I\\\'ve never suffered from insanity, I enjoy every moment of it. -Edgar Allan Poe
\\\"The only philosophical question that matters is whether or not to kill yourself. I guess that makes me a philosopher.\\\" -Topsy Kretts
\\\"I am Jack\\\'s smirking revenge.I am Jack\\\'s cold sweat.I am Jack\\\'s raging bile duct. I am Jack\\\'s colon. I get cancer, I kill Jack. I am Jack\\\'s complete lack of surprise. I am Jack\\\'s wasted life. I am Jack\\\'s inflamed sense of rejection. I am Jack\\\'s broken heart.
Who would have ever thought way back then ,that later Mario
Oh yeah, I am PROUD of that!^^
lol)and again i backed away and said no thats wrong (because of her damn boyfriend..i hate that guy). whenever shes looking sad or mad or something ill always ask her whats wrong and she just started telling me everything, and then when shes happy shes tells me everything too which on 1 occasion was not at all what i wanted to hear, she had had sex with her cheating stupid fucking boyfriend grrrr, she didnt go into to details but she said they had sex then the very next day some people were talking about him cheating on her...i hate that guy. oh yeah and about a week ago she asked me to look at her, so i looked her in the eyes and she just stared back into my eyes for about 15 sec then she just looked away and put her head down. and i still cant get over that day i went to her locker with her and she said she wanted to tell me something but couldn't and me begin a fucking idiot ignored it, then 2 seconds later after identifying my absolute stupidity i refused to hold her hand in my stupidity...thinking of that day makes me want to slit my wrist. damn ive gone on a rant again...anyways what do you think now
lol believe me it WILL pass!IT WILL!Two months ago i wanted to commit suicide,to kill ever1 who touched her and so on...The only difference between your and my problem is-that i am bigger idiot than u...In my case she actually asked ME to be with her 2 or 3 times(i used to like her that time too)...But i am an idiot...
